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This song gets me...every damn time its on the radio. 
Every time its on the radio we have to turn it off. 
I can't stand to see my mum crying over something like my grandmother. 
The lyrics have been sewn into my heart and they wont be erased no matter how hard i try and forget. They're as permanent as my grandmothers hugs in my memory. 
She was the only one who thought I was sane. 
She believed in me and..i let her down. 
I didn't want to celebrate Christmas and so i let her down. 
As i write this down i have tears coming out of my eyes. 
I don't want you guys to be sorry for me, i don't need fake pity; i just wanted to place my thoughts with a similar minded collection of individuals.

I can't wait for 2017 to be over and see what 2018 has to bring.

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SamIamLuvDov Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2017  Student General Artist
I know you said you didn't want people's pity but I'm still going to say my prayers are going out to you and your family :heart:
Tuff--Rubies Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm so sad to hear about your loss of your grandma...

And the thought of only her being the only family member that thinks you're sane... that's so sad... :(

Don't think that you let her down... She may be looking down at you proudly because of the way you talk about her so lovingly.
I'm trying my hardest not to give you pity, but you seem like the type of person who deserves a hug and all the love in the world she can receive.
For that, I give you a :hug: and I hope things in your future shine brightly, my friend. <33
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